I'm Selfish as Selfish Comes.'s Friends [entries|friends|calendar] I'm Selfish as Selfish Comes. Yesterday will be the end of you and I. Yesterday will be the end of shoulders where we rest our head. Now we grieve for tomorrow goes on without us. Now we breathe for no one else. Everything is broken slowly sinking under waiting for tomorrow waiting for the grave to tell me that she's lonely. Open up and hold me slowly feel my body becoming one and only. Death is just an excuse to forget you. Now we run from ourselves. Hope lies not in the mirror.I'D BURN ALIVE FOR YOU [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[Friday July 4th, 2008] fearbeforesucks [ mood | blah ] [ music | stupid new weezer. ] the heat keeps me from the only thing i want which is a nap, so i will write on here since i havent in a while. this last week has been pretty awesome. amy moved back to denver, and the apartment is in a great location. got free ice cream from the new ice cream stand across the street called "little man". its a HUGE milk can. ive been building custom furniture like crazy, but i dont think ill keep doing it, as i like the novel idea of there being two well made pieces of furniture in the world made by me, and nothing more. went hiking on the fourth of july trail on the fourth of july and discussed for a good portion of it what irony really is and how even though it was easy to say what we were doing was ironic, its actually the opposite of ironic but we didnt know what the descriptive word was. we thought maybe serendipitous, but that wasnt right because it wasnt a coincidence that the trail name and holiday were the same. i dont know. still thinking about it. another coincidence of the hike was passing my "rep" from the temp agency i interviewed at but was not given a job. everything managed to somehow not be awkward about that fact until a couple people in my group mildly grilled her about why she hadnt found me a job, and made a crack to her that now I knew for sure I wasnt getting a job with them (because i was forcibly finding it out on a hike in the mountains). i wasnt mad or embarrassed i dont think. just a little confused on what it meant if it did mean something. tonight will probably be full of jack and cokes, music, explosives, hanging out, and talking. the future might not exist. 1 sinking under

Writer's Block: Awesome Openers [Monday June 30th, 2008] poiiiiison What are some gripping opening lines from films or books, and why do you think they work so well? View other answers "Today is the first day of the rest of your life." 0 sinking under

[Sunday June 29th, 2008] shooting_starrr life is a game and i'm winning 0 sinking under

[Saturday June 28th, 2008] poiiiiison [ mood | wtf ] I have no idea what is going on in my head right now. Seriously, if you asked me I honestly could not tell you. I know exactly what I want. So why is this so difficult? I can't even explain myself here. I need a massage. Or something. foijweofijwoejf 0 sinking under

[Wednesday June 25th, 2008] poiiiiison [ mood | scared ] I'm happy :). But I can't have my cake and eat it too. I'm going to screw up, I just know it. 0 sinking under

creative in ways i never thought possible [Tuesday June 24th, 2008] fearbeforesucks [ mood | amused ] 1 sinking under

[Monday June 23rd, 2008] shooting_starrr false alarm guys... ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL boys are shitfuckin ididot fuckers! so im just gonna get drunk and forget about everything for the rest of the summer 0 sinking under

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